#NotAllHeroesWearCapes

Kelly pitched yesterday. <3 I also made their hero mojo gauges bigger. I had to... because Kelly broke the first one, and MGG made his explode... crazy dorks. XD Oh! I also got my first story rank on Wattpad btw! My story "You Save Me" is ranked #87 in Autism, and it makes me happy & proud! I may have to continue this story too. We'll see. I do want to write one based on MGG as a face claim. I mean, they are both used as my face claims or older brothers... depends on the story.

But look at Joe Kelly's adorable smile. <3

Anyway, I've been making him more of the older brother than MGG. Mostly, because MGG is always the love interest in my stories. I mean, face claim wise. Also, the whole reason why I like Joe Kelly so much in the first place is that he's number 56... and I LOVE this number. <3 He pitched last night but ffffff my dad fast forwarded through him. We got into a scuffle about it and stuff. ><; I just think Kelly is super cute, okay? ;w; MGG is still the keeper of my heart, and he always will be. Kelly is married anyway. XD I have zero chance with him either way so idgaf! XDDDD

I just thought I'd up this... because I don't want anyone to think that I died or anything. ;w;

I wanted to thank my lovely best friend and sister jalerie for the paid account. <3 She still owes me one for a year though. :P Anyway, my dad gets his check today. We'll probably be pretty busy for the next week or whatever as well. I also got my new writing binder fixed up. I lost my other one and can't seem to find it. :c I'll post the tabs after I stop talking. I also saw a video of MGG's ice bucket challenge... IT WAS THE CUTEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER SEEN OMFG WHY IS HE SO ADORABLE JUST AHHHHHH. Moving on...



Those are my tabs. :3

omg I can't wait for tonight. To tell you the truth, I feel a little terrified as well. MGG said that this episode would be the spookiest one yet. I still want to watch it though. I mean he IS my hero. It wouldn't be right for me NOT to see what he's brilliant mind has come up with this time. <3

Anyway, I've been working a lot on my Disney World prequel. I decided to make the MC nonverbal, but she is able to communicate using her iPad. She also gets a lot of help from her Disney obsession to cope with everyday life. I'm still getting help from a person on Mibba who is known as a Disney expert and what not. Some of my ideas I told her about are as follows:

"Another idea I had was that she could have these "movie" obsessions. Right now, she's obsessed with Moana. It wouldn't really be just some random movie. I thought it could be a movie she relates to a lot or finds inspiring. With Moana, it's clear to the readers that she enjoys water and feels like she can relate to Moana herself. There's was even a point where she was obsessed with Frozen as well because she related a lot to Elsa."

and...

"She's also obsessed with a few Disney Junior shows. One in particular is Vampirina. I feel like this one could be pretty easy for her. Vee (the MC) is a vampire who has differences towards regular human kids. This would be a perfect rolemodel for Ella because she could see that Vee is just like her... different."

I also had ideas that maybe her twin sister Emma could remind her of certain characters. This would depend on the situation the MC is in. For example, and this one that was suggested to me, is that she could be seeing the dentist but she's really frightened since she doesn't like them. Here is what was suggested to me on Mibba:

"Well if there's a dentist office scene, maybe the sister can remind her of how Nemo remained brave and trying to make the best of things while trying to escape the fish tank in the dentists office."

I also suggested that in other brave moments... Emma could remind Ella about Merida's bravery and what not. This idea could apply to her having to go to the hospital.

I'm trying my hand at a first paranormal romance story. It's about an angel and a human that both fall in love with each other. I know, it probably sounds really cliche right? I promise that that's not my intention at all. MGG is playing the love interest/angel, and I haven't decided on who's going to be the main character just yet to be honest. I do really like where this story will go. It has a good summary that I'm totally in love with at the moment.

( How Can I Not Love You? Summary )

Do you guys think this has potential? I mean, I feel like it might have some... but I guess I just need a second opinion. :c I do need to add more to the plot. The further ideas I have are that Raziel was also raised by his aunt and uncle for a while as a child. His parents were both killed when he was about three years old. He lives with his relatives until his 18th birthday when he was able to go back to the agency to study the ways of fighting and such. 

Keep in mind that I have a tendency to change stories a lot. I never have the chance to finish anything because of ADHD. :c I really wish I could do so, but it's not easy for me.

I really should be working on my story, especially if I feel this bored. The problem for me is that I just don't know where to start. As said in my previous entry, I really want to focus on why they need each other. Ryder is easier because he relies on her a lot in order to be happy. He's been through a lot already from having to deal with war trauma and such as well. Alana is the one I'm struggling to figure out. I can't seem to find a good reason for her in needing him right now.

It's driving me crazy! @___@ It's the one story that I keep coming back to each time, and I just want to hug Ryder so badly as well. I based him mainly on MGG because I'm single. I don't have any else to base him on... I really wish there was something I could do for Alana. My mind keeps drawing blanks at the moment. The only thing I can think of is that she was severely bullied for being different. She doesn't trust anyone, except for Ryder that is. :/

This seems to be an issue for me. I just can't make things dramatic enough for them to work.